I just want to be friends with readers who also suffer from this panic disorder. I want to keep telling you about the story I used to have. and would like to hear that What they were feeling was how painful it was.

You can be sure that No one wants to be in this situation. If I could choose, I would also want to be happy for the rest of my life. But please think positively that this, this, or this disease is proof that we are still human beings who have feelings of happiness, sadness, and loneliness mixed together.